The Inane Asylum

maury is a bad, bad person. funny though, this is how i reacted to his wife's singing

Maury I have always dreamed of becoming a world known top model. But the problem is Im only 5'6.5 tall. I thought to myself if top model Eva Pigford and top model Kate Moss can model I can. Maury I am the first person in my family to go to colege this is my 2nd year. This is a letter that I want Tyra banks to see. I want her to hear my story and how determed I am as a person and Maury I need your help. This is the letter I sent her.

Dear, Tyra

I’m writing you this letter because I can’t express everything in 3 minutes on tape. Tyra I want to tell you a little more about my self and what kept me so strong while growing up. It was my mother she is the blood that runs through my veins. She is my support system and my hiding place when I’m afraid. My mother and I including my brother Wayne Steele all lived in this two bed-room apartment in the projects of New York City with ten of my relatives. Tyra I have to testify I came a long way my family is not an ordinary family that had family reunions every year or just spending time with each other. My family focuses more on compotation who looks the best who will be the one going to college who will be the one with the success. The only time when my family come together is when death occurs I just wish I had a family that when something positive happens than we can be able to celebrate. On May 25, 2005 my graduation day occurred none of my family attended. My aunt told my mother she did not want to come and them told her to stop bringing up your daughters accomplishments in my face so my family choose not to come to my graduation. And to this day now it hurts me that I have family that does not believe in me and is waiting for me to fall. Before my grandmother past she had 16 children and only five are living today. A lot of people said my family is a curse and we are just going to die off and no one will be able to accomplish anything or break the cycle. Most of my family died from AIDS and were murdered. My brother Wayne was the type of person that always got into trouble and soled drugs. He is now in a gang the last time I heard from him he was in New York City. He has not called me since. My brother and I was some what close but we always fought even head-butted each other. I guess that was a sign of young love. But the down side of our brother and sister relationship he always picked on me called me watermelon head, long neck giraffe you will never be a model, your butt is too wide. Yes those names hurt me but it made me a stronger person as a little girl it made work even harder. But now he realizes that I am a woman with ambition and goals and he treats me with so much respect. My father was never in my life he left my mother when we were about one and two years of age. Only because she got sick and had a nervous break down. But there are two sides of every story. At one time he was trying to get back in my life and my brothers life. But my mother would not allow that to happen. A few years latter that’s when she found the love of her life Clint Highland my step father he may be strict but he‘s the best dad in the world. I know that I do not have to go looking for love in men because he try’s his best to give me all the father love that I need. Lastly my shero and that’s my mother Regina Harris the woman who brought me into this world. The woman who followed me where ever I went even when I had a job interview or just hanging out she was there. I’m so bless that she came along with me when ever I had an outing. She was there and when I look back at my friends in high school they now have three or four babies and dropped out of school. People started to turn there backs on me and started to think I was better than them because my mother would not let me stay out all night. It’s not because I thought I was better than anyone I was just bless with a mom who cared so much that she would do any and everything to protect me. And when I walk my mother walks with me every step of the way. My mother is my best friend and my shero I can say no body has a mother like me. Tyra Even though I had all those trills and tribulations I’m still here and nothing is going to stand in my way. In the words of my mother you have to believe in yourself and put God first you have to be in the game to win.