Jesse James "Wanted to Get Caught"

In an interview on Nightline airing this week, Jesse James describes how terrible he feels for hurting Sandra Bullock. Hopefully Nightline has 100 tiny violins ready to play for him. He also says he wanted to get caught, because of the shame he felt while cheating on her, with Bombshell McGee and the various other women he was seeing.

"When I was doing it, you know, one, I knew it was horrible, it made me feel horrible, And two, I knew I would get caught eventually, and I think I wanted to get caught. ... It was me trying to self-sabotage my life. It's hard for me to talk about, a little bit, because I still really love her and care about her.I've spent my whole life with the kids and with her trying to ... protect her from everything, but the most hurt she's ever been caused is by the person that wanted to protect her,

Jesse James "Wanted to Get Caught"

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Jesse James said he knew Sandra Bullock would catch him cheating sooner or later -- and that he wanted to be caught, because deceiving her sickened him. In an earlier promo for the show, James admitted: "I took a pretty amazing life and marriage ... and threw it away." Allegations of James's infidelity emerged shortly after Bullock, 45, won an Oscar for her leading role in "The Blind Side" in March. In the "Nightline" interview, James will also address whether Bullock knew anything about his affairs..

Jesse James "Wanted to Get Caught"